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Breaking Up


The Kiss of Vomit

August 13th, 2006
By Mike Lee

He leaned in close. She could smell his sweat and deodorant.

"Why don't you like me?" he asked.

She closed her eyes. The words were in her head, but she didn't have the heart to let them out.

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A Night under the Stars

October 20th, 2005
By Mike Lee

This is based on a true story. The names have been changed to protect the innocent. The emails have mostly been kept the same so we can laugh at them.

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Top Ten Break-Up Songs

October 9th, 2005
By Mike Lee
"Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
'Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did
It has not healed with time…
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces?"
- J. Scott

My desert-island, all-time, top five most memorable break-up songs, in chronological order:

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Smiling Again

August 19th, 2003
By Mike Lee

Look! Look at him over there. Smiling. See him? That'll be me someday. I'll be smiling again someday too.

I can't right now. It hurts too much. My skin has hardened this way, and any movement otherwise means the skin will crack and bleed.

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Misunderstandings

August 17th, 2003
By Mike Lee
"Should I? Could I?
Have said the wrong things right a thousand times
If I could just rewind, I see it in my mind
If I could turn back time, you'd still be mind."
- J. B. Jovi

We all try so hard to say what's on our minds, openly and honestly. Sometimes we aren't successful. Sometimes we are.

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Leading Her On

August 10th, 2003
By Mike Lee

"Stop it Michael."

"What?" I asked, leaning up from the couch. "Why, what am I doing wrong?"

"You're leading her on," my friend replied.

"No I'm not. How?"

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Breaking Up Is Hard To Do

August 3rd, 2003
By Mike Lee

It starts with an uncomfortable knot in your stomach. Slowly it tightens and expands until your entire chest is a solid rock.

There's a phantom feeling there, as if you had your right arm cut off but can still feel it. "It can't be gone," you tell yourself, "it can't be."

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Driving Companion

August 25th, 2002
By Mike Lee

I didn't really have a destination; it was just a casual journey with wind in my face, music in my ears, and speed at my hands. It was great.

But it didn't feel complete.

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Only Time

March 25th, 2001
By Mike Lee

Was it dreamt or was it real? When I look back, I can't tell.

Everyone longs to experience a fairy tale, that perfect fantasy where dream and reality blur. And all you can do is let each day flow into your body and fill your soul.

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